They'd go after him. They'd try to extract revenge, but he'd just end up killing them...or at least leaving them similar to me. He's so strong, and none of them have a counter to it.
[her tears fall, and she can't help but feel utterly pathetic, powerless. all she can do is cry, and blacken her tongue worse. her soul, pierced by knowingly doing this again and again.]
Besides, don't they hate him enough? Don't they scorn him enough? They have so many reasons, and there's so much bitterness. Why should I be the cause of more? Why should I cause more of it to fall on him? I can't do that...I can't!
[and this is the nature of Helena Adams's care - that it extends to all, even those some would call undeserving. if her life could harm no one, then she'd be happy - if she could be the cause of something better.]
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[her tears fall, and she can't help but feel utterly pathetic, powerless. all she can do is cry, and blacken her tongue worse. her soul, pierced by knowingly doing this again and again.]
Besides, don't they hate him enough? Don't they scorn him enough? They have so many reasons, and there's so much bitterness. Why should I be the cause of more? Why should I cause more of it to fall on him? I can't do that...I can't!
[and this is the nature of Helena Adams's care - that it extends to all, even those some would call undeserving. if her life could harm no one, then she'd be happy - if she could be the cause of something better.]