When they find out...they'll be angry with me for lying. They may hate me. But in that state...they won't seek revenge.
[it's simple, as she's outlined it. she lies, and when it falls apart, it's going to protect them still.]
You don't go searching for revenge for someone who hurt you, who lied to you. Who you don't want to be friends with anymore, because of their wickedness. And this, I'm sure...I don't expect to be forgiven for it. So they'll be safe, even if that means they'll leave.
[even if she has to be alone in her school life. even if it means she has to leave them all and stay quiet. their blood won't be her fault, and they will be able to keep pushing towards their truth, their hope. it has to be enough. even her closest friends...she loves them, but she doesn't expect them to accept any apology for it.]
Do you understand now, doctor? What it is that I've done.
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[it's simple, as she's outlined it. she lies, and when it falls apart, it's going to protect them still.]
You don't go searching for revenge for someone who hurt you, who lied to you. Who you don't want to be friends with anymore, because of their wickedness. And this, I'm sure...I don't expect to be forgiven for it. So they'll be safe, even if that means they'll leave.
[even if she has to be alone in her school life. even if it means she has to leave them all and stay quiet. their blood won't be her fault, and they will be able to keep pushing towards their truth, their hope. it has to be enough. even her closest friends...she loves them, but she doesn't expect them to accept any apology for it.]
Do you understand now, doctor? What it is that I've done.